LIFE.. A Grateful Journey to Beautiful Destination

Today Ibrahim came to my house with his friend Ahmed.  I have been hearing about Ahmed all this while and it was my first time to see him in person.  .  Well how to describe him, He impressed me with his first meeting and is kind of person I would like to meet again. Meeting for first time and yet it felt we are friends since long, that is how he created his first impression.  . He started asking me about my marriage plans and told me that he already have wife and a kid while he is just 22. While talking about the qualities of a wife, we came to one of the quality i.e. Religious.  . He shared how important it is to offer Prayers, i.e. 5 times a day.  .  "Islam have 5 pillars, out of which, Hajj is only obligatory when you have resources, Zakat when you are capable, fasting once in a year, Shahadah we all say, then last are prayers which infact are the only element that keep us Muslim every day. Prayers are commandment from Allah and...

This Year I have two projects assigned to me along with all the other professional challenges I have to face.  Life is full of struggle. But I need to keep my energy high and not loose it as I do not why, the purpose of my actions is getting lost.  .  I do not know if I want to do what I am doing for rest of my Life.  .  I love what I am doing, but still the passion is getting diverted.  .  Is it that at different ages of life, your passion changes.  . March 2nd, I have ACD, annual assessment where I have to prove my knowledge. Why even after 2 years, I feel like fresh graduate with very general knowledge. Why sometimes I dont feel Like engineer.  .  Its has been while since I have not written anything, though so much happened. I will write quite often now.  .  These days, having good time with my house mate who is Egyptian and can not speak English. Its too difficult to explain your thoughts without...

1. 130 Kids killed by Talliban and 180 people insured. Talliban attacked army school in peshawar as a revenge of Army operation Zarb-e-Azb. 9 months in womb, mother nourishes the baby, after birth parents protect the child, from cold and hot, injuries and falling. When a child gets hurt, parents heart drown in pain and yet they stay strong and keep curing and protecting. It takes years and years of hard work, dedication, love, emotions. But  Alas ! takes few moments to destroy everything, ruin all dreams, crush all hardwork.  . Who gives them right to take a live. If they cant make some one's life better, why they think, they deserve to live after destroying others lives. Are they not human, are they not aware that what goes around come around. They will reap what they sow. Mother cry and mourn is the one can shake God and still they think, they can live a life. Every kid will haunt them. They will burn in the deep most fire of hell. Ae Allah!, please have mer...

Pal, Do Pal, Ki Kyun, Hai Zindagi Why is life just a couple of moments long? Iss, Pyaar Ko Hai, Sadiyaan, Kaafi Nahi For this kind of love, even ages aren’t enough Toh Khuda, Se Maang Loon, Mohlat, Main Ek Nayi Let me ask for some more time from God Rehna, Hai Bas Yahaan As I just want to live here Ab Door Tujhse Jaana Nahi I don’t want to go far from You Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai (x2) As You are my compassionate partner (Humdard is a person who shares your pain and sorrows) Suhaana Har Dard Hai Every pain seems pleasant Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai As You are my compassionate partner Teri Muskurahatein Hain Taaqat Meri Your smiles are my strength Mujhko Inhi Se Ummeed Mili I’ve got hope only because of them Chaahe Kare Koi Sitam Ye Jahaan Even if the world is cruel to me Inmein Hi Hai Sadaa Hifaazat Meri My safe haven is in them (Your smiles) Zindagani Badi Khoobsurat Hui Life has become very beautiful Jannat Ab Aur Kya Hogi Ka...

اگست خمس کی صبح سات بج رہیں ہیں. صبح کے پانچ بجے آنکہ کھلی تو پتا چلا کے میں سویا ہی نہیں. اک دل کی خواش ہوئی کہ آج نماز پڑھتا ہوں. نماز پڑھ کر گیلری میں آسمان کو کالے رنگ سے سفید رنگ میں تبدیل ہوتے دیکھ رہا تھا. دور دور اذان کی آواز ( الصلوة خير من النوم ) کی آوازیں آ رہی تھیں. دل نے کھا کہ صرف نماز نیند سے بہتر نہے بلکے ہر عبادت نیند سے بہتر ہے. اک مسکن سی چہرے پر ائی اور یاسسن شریف پڑھنے کی طلب سی ہی. یٰسین پڑھتے پڑھتے اک دل کو سکون سا محسوس ہونے لگا. وہ صبح کی ٹھنڈی ھوا وہ چڑیا کی چوں چوں وہ کنوؤں کی کاں کاں اور آسمان کے کالے پردے پر وہ سفید بادلوں کا چھا جانا. سبحان الله .   سوال کیا کہ ہم انسانوں کا دل اس ترہا کالے سے سفید کب ہوگا ؟ دل سے آواز آئ کہ انسان کو دل اسی لیا دیا گیا تھا کہ وہ اپنے دل کو بادلوں کی ترہا نرم اور صاف رکھے، ہم انسانوں نے دماگ اتنا استعمال کر لیا ہے کہ اب دل کا وجود صرف دھڑکنا رہ گیا ہے. ہم انسانوں نے دلوں کو اسے کالا بنادیا ہے جیسے  رات میں کالے بادل سفید چمکتے روشن چاند کو دھک دیتے ہیں. پھر دماگ نے یہ پوچھا کہ کیا دل کو سن رہے ...

Its not that I am busy,  not that I have nothing to write.  Infact every single day passes by, there are many things, which are remarkable, which I want to write and keep, but dont know what has stopped me. May be I am rushing for something, and wanted to write at end of destination, but i guess, destination is death so I must write before it.  .  Sun is about to rise, cool wind is coming through the gallery while I am writing this blog and listening to Tilawat by Mesharey Alfasy, as suggested by one friend. Its so touching, so refreshing. like a mirror, it shows all that is not right so that you can correct.  . Past few days, I had some guests. Nothing much to write about them, except for one. He is the friend of brother of my best friend. so basically all the guests had no relation what so ever with me, yet they stayed with me at my place as it all goes back to my friend. One guy, he is having heavy habbit of drinking.  When Islam says, do...