LIFE.. A Grateful Journey to Beautiful Destination

Today after so much effort, finally I am able to write here.  Update my old stories and memories.  Different Phases are involved in it.  . Firstly : THE FAMILY Returning back to home was one of the best decision, and I had missed them since 8 months. so It was nice to see every one happy and jolly.  23nd September I arrived at Pakistan and started to relax at home.  After 2-3 weeks resting at home, I decided to go to my original city to see some of my relatives and old friends. I stayed four days there and was able to spend enough time with all the relatives as well as all the friends. Every day was a hectic day and full of enjoyment. It is always exciting to sit with your old buddies and discuss about your failures and achievements.  Through out the stay at my home, I was kinda tutor to my brother, I keep on instructing him on doing things like when to study, when to play games, and when to sleep. He might had got annoyed but I believed he needed that attention and

Back to Lahore Now at 12 am, was thinking of what will happen tomorrow with new day at office, was reviewing through some old folders in my hard disk and here it pops out.. ... something, which has always been dear to me............  something which will always remind me of someone special A song... song that was although not written for me, was passed to me.............. Dedicated to all of you.... To love you More.................. FoReVEr

My Sweet Brother At Port Grand My Grand Mother

Life at Home, is never the same.. A lot to speak about, but no time .. Fun with friends, family, brothers, sisters is so enormous that hardly have time for myself.  I need to choose, family for career. May be my career is with the family, or may be my family will be with me one i achieve my career.  Like wise, had to choose between family and convocation ceremony, the dream for all the Graduates to attend. I chose my family and am not regretting. Family for me is the first most preference.  .. Simply at Peace now...  Missing Malaysia as well..I hope every one is fine there.  May Allah protects every righteous human being and may punish those who do not deserve His forgiveness.  . .

Today is the last night at UTP, and tomorrow will be flying back to my lovely hometown, Pakistan. Well through out the semester there were so many nice and bad experiences. Lets recall: Random Nice Memories: A wonderful and Heart touching Farewell by all my lovely juniors Was Awarded the Best International student of the Batch with Highest CGPA. Presented my Paper for University level conference paper.  Learnt French, Peau Peau. Merci a Madame Girad.  Received Best French Video Award in a group of 6 mates from different countries.  Hunting jobs every where, no responses received until ready to take risk of fake immigration, but finally opened my senses and rejected it as well Few KL trips and a lot of fun all the time. Movies, hangout, chatting and CARDS..  Got my Research Paper accepted for Conference at India, Thanks to Dr. Irraivan. National University of Singapore . ^__^ What else...... YES !! My birthday party organised at Lumut beach, with BBQ, Cold drinks a

SHoulD I sTarT wRitINg thIs BlOg AgaIn

Toi mon amour, mon ami Quand je rêve c'est de toi Mon amour, mon ami Quand je chante c'est pour toi Mon amour, mon ami Je ne Peux vivre sans toi Mon amour, mon ami Et je ne sais pas pourquoi :(

It Sucks when you miss one person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages and even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face , but then the hurt comes back at sudden, and you know you should not be looking back, but you cant help it because they really meant something something to you and you thought it would of lasted forever. 6_6

Nicholas Sparks (born December 31, 1965) Published 16 novels, with themes that include, Love, Fate and tragedy, he is the best american novelist. Six Novels have been adapted to film, including, Message in a Bottle, A walk to Remember, The Notebook, Nights in Rodanthe, Dear John and the Last Song. . . After Experiencing, the movies like, A walk to remember and the notebook, there was a thirst to watch others as well. So finally i found it, I found Dear John. :) . As expected like his other movies, this one is a Love Story. Love Story with some sacrifices, love story with a motivation to serve the country and love story for Love with your family . I wonder, why Love stories has to end, why cant they just continue. I feel, end of stories either brings some joy, if it is Happy ever After, or it brings Pain, if it is Never see you Again. But on positive side, until the story ends, there is A HOPE, a hope which binds many things together, a hope which makes things right, a hope that let you

Today AGAIN . Today I saw dream of loosing my flight again This was 3rd or 4th time already . Like always, it was my mistake and some negligence due to which I missed it I am at the airport at KL, the flight is at 7.30 morning. 3am now, waiting for the flight. Suddenly realized, I dont have passport with me, (forgotten at UTP) . Failing to do anything, I waited and waited until the flight arrives and finally leaves and AGAIN I LOST IT . Wat is this a symbol, a warning, or.... COnfused...... :(

Honestly Speaking, University has never been so lonely, so weird and strange like this before. While I was coming back from Ipoh after buying a laptop, as nearer i was getting to UTP, the more upset I became. There was a time, when I used to be excited to come back, realizing that, new semester means new challenges, new learning and new friends. But this time, no such hope or desire was there. . The first day of university.. Tuesday . I can not say, i was motivational, but for sure there was something different in me this time. For last three years, while I used to walk around in campus, my eyes used to search my friend, some of very close friends. I hoped i could find them at pocket D, at campus blocks or may be at IRC, but now NO MORE. . This time, i dint had any hope to see any one, because I knew they are gone, i knew I cant find the friend around anymore. I recognized the faces of most of the people around me, but dont know why it seemed like this was the first day of UTP. May be

It was 17 th of May, I had already planned to go visit Imtiaz and Attaullah at KL, while they are doing their internships. So at 4.30 pm, I left for KL with Zainullah, who also accompanied me since he had to see his cousin at KL. I reached KL sentral and then to wangsa maju. I was in contact with Imtiaz and I asked him not to come to the station, but while I was going to their apartment, I found them on my way. I was kinda surprised to see them, since they suddenly appeared out of nothing. (While I was busy texting). Next morning me and Hallar, a new friend of mine studying in Linton University KL and one of my neighbors back home, decided to go visit Attaullah and Imtiaz at KLCC and have lunch with them. At lunch, luckily we also met sugar. It was really very nice to see him after so long and like always he was a gentle man. We all had lunch together and then we decided to visit Atta’s office at 16 th floor. Well it might seem nothing for some people like atta to be at such place

Beautiful song, a Nice cold night, a cup of tea and PPCS in hand. Loved Ones in Memories.. :)

Mother's Day as asked by my mother. Is it Sunday ? Me ah ? yes it is sunday. Asked again, is it SON DAY .. Then I said, No mother it is your Day.. and Wished Happy Mother's Day. May she Stays Healthy and Smiling as always and forever and ever and ever. I just love her the most, although mothers are mothers, but I am special, because she is the only one ^_^

Today I finished my second paper of MCE Like always, not expecting alot from it, but my calculation of grade makes me happy though. . EVen though have one more exam, on 12th, I declare my self as done with the Semester. Because things that I have been through, I consider last paper as nothing. . I remember the time of FYP, i would say, only thing i have studied through out this sem was about the FInal YeaR ProJeCT . May be I was too Dumb to understand easy things, but frankly it took lot of my time, COncepts, Simulations, Analysis and results . Other Projects bothered as well. . But most importantly, the loads of loneliness always had drowned me. But I SURviVed. I survived All I really feel happy to feel that my projects and stuff are done successfully, Thanks to my friends, for keeping up my motivations, thanks to Allah, ofcourse for that Blessing Hand on me. . Now is time to relax and Ponder on what is left to be done. Time waits for None, and I will be Time now. ^_^

EDUCAMP... The decision of fate for many students Today, by chance passed through chancellor hall. Was surprised to see alot of crowd, Students, children and Parents (fathers and Mothers). . There was a light of hope, A dream in every one's eye. SOme wanted their children to be selected, some wanted their siblings to be selected while, others wanted themselves to be selected. . Every one had a hope and dream. Dreams, desires, ambitions, passions. these are very strange feelings indeed. . Today I really missed my parents. . I remember the time, when i was always motivated by my father, which helped me achieve heights. I remember the time, when single hand of blessings of my mother our my head, solved all the problems. . Today I saw parents, tucking their children's shirt in, caring for their dressing, their hair style. motivating them and encouraging them. . If i were at Pakistan, those hands and support of love, blessings and kindness would always be with me. Blessings of paren

I lost My precious time. I lost my identity. But Most importantly I lost My most precious thing I was proud of. (a secret) . I gained friendship. . . I lost more than what I got. TIme to retrieve. Time to get back. Time to be original ME. . Lots of disappointments to all associated to me in any sense. But more worst is Me who is more disappointed in myself. but Now no more. . No more words Until I start to gain more than What I have Lost.

There are certain things I wonder !!! How to do. I meet different people every day, and as they say, each person is unique in some way, i find that every one is different in one or the other way. but there are similarities as well. . I have found people having similarity in habit of telling LIE. I wonder How to do it. I just wonder how to tell a lie. I know it is bad habit but Isnt it really important in this weird selfish world. Isnt it Necessity to survive. Isnt it the Key to Success. I just wonder.. . . I have found people having similarity in attitude of hypocracy. I wonder how they do it. People change in most weirdest way. I have seen people bouncing, supporting one and arguing against one at one time, while doing the opposite right at the other. Is it the Skill, a tact, a technique, or it is just hypocracy. I just wonder . . Sometimes I appreciate them for being such Flexible and sometimes envy them since I am not the one. I simply wonder How to do it. ? . Is it that Human shou

Technology Education Career. . Well first 2 words seems fine for me, but Career seems not destined in Malaysia. I visited almost all the booths at TEC, and the some of the responses I got are: "Sorry we dont recruit Internationals" "Currently we dont have such Intentions. u can apply for near future" "Thanks for interest but we only take Experienced" . So feels like, you studied in an malaysian atmosphere for 4 years and when u are used to with the people and the environment, you cant have a job. . I mean it is fine to give jobs to Locals but No consideration to us is also not fair. Seems like now I have to go back to where I belong Go back and leave the adopted culture to adopt old one. Seems like my life going to be same as it was, only difference is the maturity level that I own. . But still they say, one or other way, when there is a will, there is a way. I hope to find one.. Since will is there already..

Time is really flying these days. May be it is because too busy with the FYP and other stuff. But I like to be Busy. It is good to be busy. Empty Mind is the home of Satan. So better i keep it filled .. .. Today is the poster Presentation for the FYP. I hope and in fact I know it will be good. .. The TEC career days are also here Only two days, 6th and 7th April There are few, who have already got their dream jobs. but me, still waiting.. I know.. SOmething Best is chosen for me in everything. . . Just have to Wait. But since time is flying, It is not so far from here now..

It is 7.30 in morning, and since I am writing the blog at this time, it surely means, I have not slept the whole night. . Yesterday was the International Cultural Night And for first time in the history of ICN, Pakistan didnt perform. . Reasons? I believe the only reason is the less number of students as well as less unity among the remaining one. . Since there was no participation in it, we couldnt enjoy ICN as much as we usually do. But yes Indeed it was the one of the wonderful one. . Reason? Because the time repeated itself. I had Imtiaz, atta and other friends with me We all had wonderful time together. Shouting like crazy at the dances, laughing and enjoying like no one, irritating people around us with our whistles.(haha and those attempts actually made them to enjoy more) and last but not the least, a good time with Old Buddies. . I really have realized one thing about me. I consider my friends everything. For me, Best friends are like True brothers.. & there is one formula

Here is a sad account of the tragic death of a friend's family wiped out by the Japanese Tsunami. Hokkaido family killed by Japan's Earthquake & Tsunami March 24 2011, The Hokkaido Newspaper A husband and wife from Hokkaido who owned a small processed marine products business in Otsuchi-cho, Iwate prefecture, and their 2 year old son were killed by the Killer Tsunami in Japan. Their bodies were found by family members who took their bodies back to Hokkaido to be buried in the husband’s hometown in the Otofuke-cho,Tokachi area. The family held a funeral service on 23 rd March 2011. Mr. Masanao Masuda (age 38) and his son Rui-chan were found inside a car near their house located about 500 meters from the seashore while his wife Miho (age 40) was found in another location. After the 9.0 earthquake occurred at about 2:50pm on 11 th March 2011, it was reported that Mr. Masanao had telephoned his older sister, Mrs. Ayumi Orita (age 44) and told her “A big earthquake has occurre

I am Gemini and one of the attributes of Gemini is, they cant decide for what they want. Being Gemini, I also have this characteristic in me. I remember time when I had to choose. University in Better city OR university in my home town Engineering or Medical Desktop or Laptop Instrumentation or Power . . Times i mentioned are some of those when I had to choose. I chose university in my home town, engineering, desktop, and instrumentation. . I chose knowingly that sometimes my decision may not bring what It is good for me, but I just followed my heart. . . Heart is something that brings contention, PEACE to you. Consider it a small baby. if you listen to it and do what it says, It will stay calm and be the best child ever. . Heart is the one, which brings joy, happiness, tears, glory, pride all the intangible feelings. So when there is a time, You cant think of what it is right for you or wrong for you Listen to heart. . . God also gave Mind to think, to analyse, not simply do what u w

Honesty is the base of Friendship. One day honest does not claim to be a friend. Friendship requires long lasting honesty. One Betrayal and a Lie...... ALL GONE.. Friendship is like a mirror, which once broken will always carry scar. People know about friendship, but some times forget about friends. . Claims of friendship are easy,.......... It is as easy to be friend as writing your name on sand...... But keeping the friendship, is as difficult as writing the name in Water...... ... There are many idealistic theories based on friendship and Love, I dont want to believe them I just believe in myself. If you dont care about me, and i Still care about you, I just am a good friend .. rather very good friend then. .... May be I dont accept people opinion and just accept and stay with what I think. May be then I am a big fool and stupid fellow. .... But I will put myself as a very honest man, who values the relationships, with those whom i have promised. I will put myself as a simple person

The Tourist Song No Fear Of Heights by Katie Melua I never walked near the edge Used to fear falling I never swam far from shore Never tried the secret door But when you give me love When you give me love I have no fear of heights, No fear of the deep blue sea, Although it could drown me, I know it could drown me I didn't wander in the woods Used to fear the darkness I didn't like getting deep Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com I was scared of what I couldn't keep But when you give me love When you give me love I have no fear of heights, No fear of the deep blue sea, Although it could drown me, I know it could drown me No fear of the fall No fear if it's with you that I fall 'cause nothing could break us, No, nothing could break us, now

Almost two weeks since I didn't post anything. It is not that nothing happened Special, But its Just I was too busy recovering myself. . . I joined Debate Club, I have been doing debates since my college, but i feel that was a simple thing to do, compared with the International Debate Competitions. . The reason to Join is to learn more about the World as general knowledge to learn how to debate, I mean How to present the Ideas in more impressive Way. I think I need to learn this. . I only Attended 2 classes and yes they were worth attending, since your confidence as well as knowledge boosts, but only it takes alot of time 4 hours per week. .. . These days arranging the Visit to Kencana Fabrication Yard and Singapore being member of SPE. But luckily now every thing is almost done so just wait for the day to come. .. . Being in the Welfare committee of Red Sonata Feista, Had to do lot of arrangements then have to be there at chancellor hall for whole week rehearsals. Was tiring but Y

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting… I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good- bye.

The title of the post may seem like same as title of Blog . It is because, today I do feel like completely Lost I am doing my Final Year Final semester majoring in Control in UTP this doesnt mean I am graduating next sem, infact i will study my 3rd year 1sem later. Seems Funny.... Dont know what to tell people when they ask me WHAT SEM??? Decided to Be a ELECTRICAL & INSTRUMENT ENGINEER in my UG studies BUT, Am i going to continue as E&I engineer or pursue masters. . I believe my grades are good, since many people admire me, which I suppose is a good news since I can get job easily. BUT is it true that it is easy to get jobs with good grades. . I left Pakistan, left my relatives and my relations for Success today is the marriage of my cousin, the 5th marriage I am NOT ATTENDING, only to be some one out of groups who can shine, BUT DO i worth to shine out of group with no planning and future decision. . I feel there are alot of things I need to do before I graduate. Learn Guitar

Chinese New Year... Rabbit Year . . Means Four Days of Holiday Thus-Friday Instead of going any where, I tot to invite Imtiaz and Atta to UTP . So after long insisting, here they came along with the other friends from Pak. . So here started the FUn. Chatting, joking, teasing, remembering old days.. . On saturday we planned to visit Lumut Tiluk Batik Beach.. . We planned to leave at noon but due to unavailability of car, it was postponed to 6 We left to lumut in two cars .. 11 of us.. a complete pakistani Gang going to Lumut . We reached at almost sunset, and most of the people went back already.. Since swimming and playing in water was not possible, so we changed to Another mode of fun to enjoy as much as possible . We sit in a circle and burnt some woods to make a FIre and every one started chatting.. We had castle construction, Names writing in sand and alot alot of fun. After the beach we went to Mcdy for dinner and then to lumut shopping markets.. . It was hell of fun, and we retur

Yesterday some of the friends of Muanis (friend from Saudi) came to UTP from KL. So Muanis asked every one of us to join him while he go around Perak to show them the place. So here it was decided to GO to Water Fall Near Batu Gajah Toll in the city of Kamper. Never heard about this water fall before and never heard of this city before. Anyways we follow them, Me, Zain and Haider from Pakistan and rest of his friends from Yemen started our journey at 10 in morning on sunday. It took 1 hour to reach at the place (after asking the way from the people and finding the right direction). Before going to water fall, we tot to fill ourselves with some food. So we had a Brunch there at Mamak. I just took Nasi and one piece of Ayam and in drink Bundung. Well the Bill came out to be 5 Rm. I dont know May be they charged us more because we were foreigners or may be its the reasonable price. But for sure I pay less in UTP. What ever, we started from Mamak shop up the hill and drove for 15 minutes